Because my april archive is being a dork, here are the rest of my april posts.

Wed Apr 16, 03:02:27 PM

OH MY GOODNESS!!!

THE 11TH LEFT BEHIND BOOK IS OUT!!! I NEED TO FINISH THE REMNANT!!! I HAVE TO READ ARMAGEDDON!!! :(:(:( I had no idea that this was out now! I just saw Zack had it and I'm like WHERE DID YOU GET THIS and he's like "it was released last week" and wow. So now this weekend, I'm going to try and finish the book, and buy Armageddon.

Today is Aria's birthday. Happy birthday.

Sat Apr 19, 09:26:28 PM
Well, I'm home. In less than three hours, it will be my golden birthday. No longer will I have the word "teen" pasted on at the end of my age, as it has for the last seven years. It's going to be weird. What sucks having your birthday on Easter is that you can't do anything with anyone, since everything is closed and all your friends are spending time with their families. But hey. NEXT year, I'll be 21, so I will finally drink without feeling guilty but I'm not going to get drunk (although I'm wondering what that will be like).

Anyway, we are going to play Rook now, and after that maybe I'll see if Kyle is doing anything; unfortunately, it's too late to go to a movie now, most movies don't start after ten. Maybe we can rent a movie and hang out or something. Or maybe go out. I don't know. To be honest, even though I just got here Thursday night, I REALLY want to do something that doesn't involve my immediate family. I was stuck at college the entire time, and now that I am home, I'm STUCK AT HOME. Which really sucks.

What sucks about being 20 is that you are still a year away from being totally independant. I mean, I won't have a car on campus until spring semester next year, because of that stupid accident I was in and stuff. So I can never go out. I never go out with friends, because I almost never know what's going on, and by the time I know it's too late. Almost no one ever invites me to a party or tells me they are going out want to come or anything like that. I feel secluded. Which sucks.

OK. Choir is over for the year. So now I"m prepping for my audition. I need to NAIL IT so I can be in UChoir. After last years big dissapointment, I am not going to be sure of anything ever again. Garrett said I won't be in UChoir because he heard some people say that Dr. Holmes doesn't think I should be in it. Well, I'm going to be optimistic and hope that I can still be in it. I hope he saw how committed I was for Concert Choir, even though I was in the minority, it seemed. When I get back I"m going to ask around what people did for their auditions to have them be in UChoir. Because I HAVE to be in it. I'm a choir geek at heart and I need that sense of choir community. I didn't have that in Concert Choir because the vast majority of the people in that choir didn't want to be there, or thought that because it was Concert Choir they didn't need to commit. Or maybe it was because we were so big...

Anyway, happy last day of being a teen day to me :)

Tue Apr 22, 09:01:32 AM
I'm back now. Too short of a break, if you ask me.

Something is wrong with my computer, I think. Everything seems to be really slow to start up. Even when I turn on my computer, I have to press control-alt-delete to get things going. I scanned, defragged, and virus-scanned my computer to get rid of the problem but it is still there. Crap.

12:49:37 PM
I may have a virus on my computer; the lovgate virus. I keep getting these things mcafee catches about "This file has the lovgate virus and has been deleted." So I"m thinking there must be something larger in this. So I'm using a different program designed specifically to detect that virus.

Fri Apr 25, 01:04:42 AM
I wish I had posted this two hours ago, but my blog is now 1 year and 1 day old. Happy birthday.

Apr 26, 05:44:06 PM
Not very excited for the group presentation I have to do Monday. God we are so unprepared. Hopefully everyone will do their part wholly.

HOPEFULLY.

#177 One ~ U2

Wed Apr 30, 03:43:18 PM
It's nice out, but we are under a severe thunderstorm watch. Wonder if it will storm. I had my choir audition today, and as last year it went really well, but I just hope that the shortness of it doesn't mean anything; I want to be in UChoir so bad next year and if I'm not I will throw a fit. It wouldn't be fair if I wasn't called back, because my choir voice is totally different than my solo voice, and I want to show I can blend. I want to be in the top choir. All my friends are in it. And there is that sense of community the other choirs don't have. Oh well. I also gave blood today. It went well. Finally I got to give blood.

MILLIKIN NEEDS TO TURN ON THEIR DAMN AIR CONDITIONING NOW. I overslept through my alarm AGAIN. I'm just thinking it's because of the heat and lack of air circulation. I couldn't get to sleep last night because it was so hot and humid. I HATE this, and I'm thinking that Dr. Keagle thinks that I'm slacking off right now. Hopefully I'll wake up for Friday to explain to him what has been happening, and hopefully by that time the AC will be on. Grrr.

#201 Say the Words (Now) ~ DC Talk

04:29:22 PM
I'm still bored, so I'm going to write another entry with some thoughts.

What do I have to do before next week? I have to transcribe two journals from notes in notebooks, and write one paper on a book, and meet with Dr. Forbes. Monday I have my piano final. And my last lesson with Dan. That is going to suck. Dan has seriously helped me SO MUCH and I'm really mixed on him leaving; on one hand, it's a great opportunity for him, both jobwise and personally because then he can settle down and have kids. On the other hand, he won't be here helping people. SO MANY have said that he has been awesome. I'm going to remember every single thing he taught me. He taught me more than Cynthia did, and when I left school last year I thought SHE taught me a lot. In fact, Dan has taught me so much more. At least I'm working with Terry Stone next year. He's good.

I'm just pondering my job opportunities for the summer. The music festival is a lock; I'm for sure working there again. Which is good. It was a fun job surrounding me with something I love doing and it's good money. The thing is May, June and July I ahve no set job which really sucks because jobs are so scarce in GB right now. Mom is going to pay me for mowing the lawn. UWGB has NEVER gotten back to me about working the music camps which really pisses me off. Hopefully they will give me a job, or Mom will talk to Mark about letting me work for him for a while because that pays really good money as well. I could use that job. Seriously, I don't know if I will have a job here because I don't really have a means for transportation. I'm going to try working at KFAC as an usher or something. If that doesn't work out, I"m going to try getting a job at someplace walking distance; maybe Dollar General or something. Hey at least it's money. And experience that will look good on my resume.

I'm still psyched about seeing FFH! That's a week and a half away and me and Steph can't stop talking about it.

#210 The Revealing Science of God ~ Yes

11:27:21 PM
Hey, I'm really mad at myself. I keep procrastinating. Oh well. At least I have the weekend to do my homework. I think.

Anyway, here is the real reason I am posting again. If anyone reads this and knows where I can get Aqua Teen Hunger Force episodes off the internet for free (I can't download them, school pretty much blocked file sharing programs), please let me know! I have 5 episodes so far. I need the rest! It's my new obsession.

Not listening to music right now but I know how far I am
#215 Is It Love ~ Mr. Mister


11:35:51 PM
Well that's good...

The Dante's Inferno Test has sent you to Purgatory!
Here is how you matched up against all the levels:

Level	Score
Purgatory (Repenting Believers)	Extreme
Level 1 - Limbo (Virtuous Non-Believers)	High
Level 2 (Lustful)	Low
Level 3 (Gluttonous)	Low
Level 4 (Prodigal and Avaricious)	Low
Level 5 (Wrathful and Gloomy)	Low
Level 6 - The City of Dis (Heretics)	Very Low
Level 7 (Violent)	Very Low
Level 8- the Malebolge (Fraudulent, Malicious, Panderers)	Low
Level 9 - Cocytus (Treacherous)	Very Low

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