It is tomorrow. I am scared. I don't want dry socket. I don't want it to hurt. Tonight I"m goign to a movie with kyle for my last night of solid food.

I'm scared because I have my wisdom teeth pulled on Thursday, and I've never really had surgery in my life. What's it gong to be like? I mean everyone is telling me their wisdom teeth horror stories. Yeah that really helps guys, thanks a lot ;). I will be asleep for it so that's good, but still. For a few days I won't be able to eat anything except soft stuff. LIke soup pudding and MAYBE jello. :Yeah. NO pizza for a while. And I have to leave on Sunday besides! Hoo boy.

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I don't know why I get this way. I mean, I already posted about not getting a choir letter yet, and how I want to be in Uchoir (if you know me, you know how badly I want to be in Uchoir). But I keep worrying and worrying I will get stuck in another one. And all my friends are like "You'll get in it." Which is great because they are supporting me, but sucks because that is getting my hopes up because what if I don't get in it? My parents keep saying not to get my hopes up but let's face it. That's impossible. I just hope that I do get in. I mean I would be semi-satisfied getting into chamber. At least that tours. And at least the people in that choir are committed. When I was in concert, we had great potential. We rocked on most of the pieces we did. But before performing, during rehearsals, people were not committed. They'd come to rehearsal and do nothing. For a while, we made no progress. It was bad. I'm so surprised that Prof. Hesse maintained his composure and didn't lose it. I almost lost it there and walking out on a couple of the rehearsals I was mad at how the choir didn't memorize the first piece we got at the beginning of the semester, but we did memorize another piece in like a week. That shows how much potential the choir had, and how that at times they were willing to put it forth, but at other times, a majority of the choir didn't feel like it and that pissed me off. I mean, we are going to a top notch university here and to be honest we are lucky to be in the choir program, so why didn't some of them commit like they did to their studies? Who knows. I want to be in a choir where I can be just as committed as everybody else and perform music that challenges me.

semi random picture. Or alternate caption: I DON"T HAVE TIME BECAUSE I WORK SO FRIGGIN' MUCH ;)

No letter yet.

I'm getting kind of worried about what choir I'm going to be in now. Cory and Clayton have their letters saying they are in uchoir, BUT they were in it last year so maybe they got their letters first. All I know is if I'm in Concert again I'm talking to Dr. Holmes.

I posted a really nasty post about my mom earlier, but now I feel bad. So I deleted it. And ripped up the note. But I'm still really mad at her. I hope she apologizes for being so rude to me. Plus we will probably talk about it tomorrow or something.

I'm at work now, but i just want to emphasize that if I'm not in Uchoir next year I will be so sad and mad at the same time. Thank you.

Oh! I just remembered my seriously bizarre dream I had. I was working for Mr. Schonke, but it wasn't his house it was a farm house, and there was a tornado warning, so we went into the cellar which was like a finished basement. After that me and some other people I don't know who were driving and we were in Brussels and there were these Mexicans at the Red Owl. They had a black truck with one of those things that shone blue underneath. Anyway, about a minute after we pass them at the red owl, they pass us, driving like 180 mph, and trying to get up a hill. A very steep hill. They don't make it, and then they go backwards and lose control, doing flips and flying past our car backwards almost hitting us, but not, and landingin the bushes. The next day we were in an office giving testamony and the guy's wife is there and she was saying how she got drunk quite a bit and that was when my alarm went off.

Does anyone have the significance of that dream? This is one of the weirdest dreams I had in my life.

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Considering my blase mood, any picture is random. Hence: