Weird thing just happened: The power went out at 9:03 (I know because the oven when the power went back on said that). So I lit all of these candles all over the house, and eventually set up my portable CD player with external speakers to play music, hooked up a corded phone to the jack, and it was weirdly soothing and freaky at the same time. Power went back up at 9:48.

I don't know, did I put this up?


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More financial problems.

$120 to get my car fixed? Try 400. Pisses me off. This is the worst day of my life. Luckily hopefully I'll get a loan to pay off that outstanding balance. At least I will be going to Millikin regardless but honestly I feel like crap.

OK I AM REALLY PISSED OFF AT MILLIKIN.

Turns out I didn't have junior status last year like i had thought, so my loan was reduced accordingly. However, that means I have an outstanding balance. So if it's not paid that means I'm not going to Millikin next year which means I'm probably stuck at stupid UWGB not that it's stupid I think it's inferior to Millikin. Which hence means I'm going to miss all of my friends and stuff. Millikin should have adjusted these payments when they found out my loan was lowered. It fucking sucks. fuck fuck fuckfuckfudckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfukc. So that means I"m working my butt off for the summer not for a car stereo or for money to get books and stuff. But for this outstanding balance. WHOOPEE.

FUCKFUCKFUCKI.

No stereo yet. More expensive than I thought. But maybe later this week.

yayayayayayaya.

For some reason this is really hard to load, and it's screwy so I'm just testing it. Oh yeah I"m feeling much better now. I GET MY STEREO TONIGHT!!!

FUCK THE WORLD.

Sorry for all the swearing but I am so fucking stressed otu right now it's not funny. I'm not myself. I'm crabby every afternoon. I'm working my butt off doing all these jobs and then I get home and everyone is asking me the same questions about what I did and what to me is totally unimportant and doesn't serve a purpose for talking about and asking me to do this and that and I never really get a chance to relax and all of a sudden recently I"m so crabby snapping off at everyone in my family, not getting good sleep, and this stupid allergy doesnt' help things. It's like the shitty side of me has come out. Where is normal me? I don't like this one bit, but I don't know what's wrong with me to fix it. It maybe because I"m stressed out and everyone knows I need money but don't realize that I'm just burned out already. Even on my "day off" from the lawn guy, I went in to work for mom, and then the afternoon after my interview I mowed the lawn for dad. It's like every single moment I should have free I'm working even harder. And I'm sure everyone appreciates it but my body sure doesn't and I'm just stressed out at everyone and just need a day to relax. Well that day sure isn't tomorrow because I have to work again. THANK GOD THERE IS A "THREE DAY WEEKEND".

Question... WHY DOE MOM HAVE TO BE SO STUBBORN AND OUTSPOKEN!?!?!? All night during american idol while Clay sang, she kept saying how she didn't like Clay because he sounded so broadway, and that she wanted Ruben to win. OK, she has said this before many times, and she's talking as if we didn't know that already. It was so freaking annoying. When Ruben won, all she raised her hands in the air and went "WWWWWWOOOOOOOOOOO!!!" looking like a dork like she always does. And then after Ruben won, she was like Clay was so good too.... and then just now she was saying how she heard on the radio the terrorist level was raised to the highest level, when on the news seconds before it said it was raised to high. OK. We were arguing about who was right. I know I was because IT WAS JUST ON THE NEWS. But mom was so stupid because she drank about her 10th glass of wine so she was mildly drunk so she was annoying and kind of slurring her words like she always does. This goes on EVERY NIGHT. and then she calls me crabby. WHY IS SHE LIKE THIS. It pisses me off.

Well, I am home now! So dad picked me up and I was fined for improper checkout because I forgot to email Heather about checking out with Emily and it was all really confusing but anyway, he was talking about when he went to Barb and Jim's and how it looked like that tornado in South Pekin touched down in their yard, hit their barn, blew the roof off of the garage, then skipped over to their neighbors house, then went across the street. He said that there were cars on top of each other and stuff, and it was just eye opening. We offered to stay for a few days but she said no because they needed the estimates and the adjustor was going to be there tomorrow which is now today. Anyways I'm home safe and sound, and continuting to unpack.

Well, today is over. But it was fun.

I went to Molly's surprise birthday party at Fairview Park with Bobby. Shanan was already there and we helped her set up. It was very windy, and the balloons she had tied to the pop flew away so she got pissed and said "Schiesse" alot. Then Molly and Joe showed up and she was surprised. A little later we were all playing frisbee and football and it was fun because it was so windy. Me and Shanan went on the swings and she was like "Dude, are they fucking with my car?" and I being the gross guy I am said, "Probably, the gas tank hole is big enough." Then a few of us got on the roof of the pavillion, but someone saw us and talked to the park ranger and he kicked us out of the park which is stupid because even though he was looking out for our own interests he could have just said don't do that again. So the party moved to Shanan's apartment, where everyone proceeded to throw the football or Mollys yoyo thing at people's crotch. Tade got me in the balls with the football I was so mad so for the rest of the day I was trying to get him back. Then after that we went to the caf and they were playing hockey with spoons and the top of the salt shaker it was hilarious. So that's the party in a nutshell. Leaing out many details, but I have to go to bed because my last final is at 8. About 10 hours before I go home!