Well, I took my first two exams today; I think I did all right on them. I hope I do better than I think I did on them. I got a B+ on the conducting part of the conducting exam, but the written portion I had a blank for some of the terms and I got them confused with the other classes of terms. Hopefully I did better than I think I did.
COUNTOWN:
1 jury
3 exams
2 days until FFH
4 days until I go home
Still on #400

It is raining AGAIN. We have seriously been getting rain like every day for the last few days. Storms and rain. And we are going to be getting more storms today and probably tomorrow. We were under a severe thunderstorm watch and we didn't get any but we were on the edge of that watch and now we are like right in the middle of a tornado watch and I'm wondering if that makes it more likely later we will get storms and tornadoes.

And the study fest begins.... I'm about to start studying. Maybe.
COUNTDOWN:
1 jury
5 exams
3 days until FFH!
5 days until I go home!!
#400 Lord of the Rings Soundtrack ~ Howard Shore

I am so exhausted and I don't know why, but tonight is NOT the night to be exhausted. I still need to write my internship journal, and type out my conducting listening things, and write out my recital observations or whatever. I wanted to stay up late tonight working on that. But that looks to be impossible given my current state. Which fucking sucks. I am so pissed off at myself for not doing this earlier in the year when I could have and should have. Why must I put crap off until the last minute? Especially when I won't know how I will feel? I mean I'm tired, and a code red mountain dew would hit the spot, so I could at least stay up and work on it, but I'm BROKE, except for the $5 I'm going to need for juries. I mean, I could take out $20 from the ATM. You know what, I'm going to do that. I have an old $5, and that will go into the change machine in the basement, and I'll get myself a code red, and that way I can stay focused on the task at hand. And that is getting all of this stupid work done. Not an all nighter. Maybe bed by three like last time. That worked out fairly well. Maybe 2:30. Yes. I WILL DO THAT!
#358 Take Five ~ Dave Brubeck

Well, I believe I got the journal pretty much done, so now I'm working on the Educating Esme paper. Wish me luck, I'll probably be posting on one of the 5,000,000,000 message boards I post on instead ;)
#327 What I Am ~ Edie Brickell & New Bohemians

Look, a half hour has passed, and I've done nothing!!!! Man, I'm responsible...

Well, I didn't get what I wanted done yesterday. Time flew by. I got just a little bit done of everything. I have to get it done today. I may have a late night in the lab tonight if it doesn't happen... Oh well. So I'm working on homework. And praying that I will get it done today.

#301 Oh Sherry ~ Steve Perry

Just for reference, what I need to do this weekend (can't believe it's already 3:30 I need to get something done)
Journal for Intro
Journal for Internship
Esme paper
Listening things for Conducting
Stuff for Voice lessons
Practice Juries

I believe that's it! I hope to get one of the journals done today and the stuff for voice lessons as well.
#283 Phaedra ~ Tangerine Dream

Just trying to get the archive back up.... I forgot why this happens. Stupid train blaring in my ear...

This shows how awesome my life is:

I searched for teeth, "plaque conspiracy", metallica and found nothing.

Disorder	Rating
Paranoid:	Moderate
Schizoid:	Low
Schizotypal:	Moderate
Antisocial:	Low
Borderline:	Low
Histrionic:	High
Narcissistic:	Moderate
Avoidant:	Moderate
Dependent:	Low
Obsessive-Compulsive:	Moderate
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